Am not sure what goes on in his mind, but am sure he is a more influenced by his parents...more specifically my idiot in law has a bigger say in his nodding hid head in affirmative or otherwise....
Ever since my wedding, my idiot in laws went into insecurity that their son will wave them a big good bye and elope with his bride(me). this led to many foolish arguments and sadistic attitude towards me. this included snatching my money to the tune of Rs 2 Lakhs and physical abuse toooo. Either way, my husband doesnot see any fault with his parents. they shoudl be secure (even though am sick and dying out of insecurity; both financially and physically) One can never imagine when sadism strikes my in-laws, suddenly they go psychic, hyper and what not. WHy the hell should i bear their emotional fancies????
Coming to my pretty smart and handsome husband....his divine parents are never at fault, his sister is who is insane and should be in a mental asylum is the perfect lady on earth. My husband never feels anythign responsibility towards me. He feels that staying with me itself is the biggest boon he gives me. i should treasure his presence in every manner. People who already read my previous blog on "worst people in my life"will understand that i left hell of the house along with my husband. Now my husband feels he is put to un-expressable pressure as he has to struggle between his bride and parents. His divine mother has changed a lot and loves me to the core (now that i have stashed away some finances for my future)...and so did i change..i hate them to the core, i dispise at the mere thought of catching up with them again .......
my changed mother in-law now wants a grandson..during my days with her in the hell (so called house worth half a million) ..i was put through the trauma of verbal abuse that i will never bear the kids....am sure that the verbal abuse will automatically eb transferred to her own daughter (who is already aborted..and will soon be in the mental asylum) ......the idiot-in-law was insecure that if my husband has kids with me, she will be put to untold misery ..she will be cheated upon by her own son by having a family with as low a person as me... she never performed a pooja or called a relative to introduce to me during my 365 days of hell..now that am out of the hell, she prays regularly to the Gods (i wonder if that can be demons too)
My husband who has a black cloth on his eyes feels no emotions at all. he fears accompanying me to a doc for kids (now we r married for 2 years)..he fears he will cheat his mom by having kids with me...as having kids will mean more financial stress and emotional binding with me...and that will be cheating his mom and cut down on financial help to his greedy father...
my sweet of a husband does not want to spend time with me..and how the hell can we bear kids without spending time??? with the hectic office schedules, we hardly have time on weekends and that too he should justify by smelling the sweet ass of his parents....and only with the nod of his greedy , idiot parents, will he come to spend time with me...infact he doesnot have time to shop with me for a storage solution that we have been planning since 6 months.....he doesnot have time to take me to a park or a new year party or in the least gift me a bunch of lfowers on my birthday!!! But his divine mom deserves a chocolate on her birthday....which my husband promptly denies..says he never bought chocolates ofor his mom, inspite of the fact that i showed him the shopping bill from his pocket......he has all the time in the world for his parents...am not sure if I should still stick on to the relation or not!!!!
Ever since my wedding, my idiot in laws went into insecurity that their son will wave them a big good bye and elope with his bride(me). this led to many foolish arguments and sadistic attitude towards me. this included snatching my money to the tune of Rs 2 Lakhs and physical abuse toooo. Either way, my husband doesnot see any fault with his parents. they shoudl be secure (even though am sick and dying out of insecurity; both financially and physically) One can never imagine when sadism strikes my in-laws, suddenly they go psychic, hyper and what not. WHy the hell should i bear their emotional fancies????
Coming to my pretty smart and handsome husband....his divine parents are never at fault, his sister is who is insane and should be in a mental asylum is the perfect lady on earth. My husband never feels anythign responsibility towards me. He feels that staying with me itself is the biggest boon he gives me. i should treasure his presence in every manner. People who already read my previous blog on "worst people in my life"will understand that i left hell of the house along with my husband. Now my husband feels he is put to un-expressable pressure as he has to struggle between his bride and parents. His divine mother has changed a lot and loves me to the core (now that i have stashed away some finances for my future)...and so did i change..i hate them to the core, i dispise at the mere thought of catching up with them again .......
my changed mother in-law now wants a grandson..during my days with her in the hell (so called house worth half a million) ..i was put through the trauma of verbal abuse that i will never bear the kids....am sure that the verbal abuse will automatically eb transferred to her own daughter (who is already aborted..and will soon be in the mental asylum) ......the idiot-in-law was insecure that if my husband has kids with me, she will be put to untold misery ..she will be cheated upon by her own son by having a family with as low a person as me... she never performed a pooja or called a relative to introduce to me during my 365 days of hell..now that am out of the hell, she prays regularly to the Gods (i wonder if that can be demons too)
My husband who has a black cloth on his eyes feels no emotions at all. he fears accompanying me to a doc for kids (now we r married for 2 years)..he fears he will cheat his mom by having kids with me...as having kids will mean more financial stress and emotional binding with me...and that will be cheating his mom and cut down on financial help to his greedy father...
my sweet of a husband does not want to spend time with me..and how the hell can we bear kids without spending time??? with the hectic office schedules, we hardly have time on weekends and that too he should justify by smelling the sweet ass of his parents....and only with the nod of his greedy , idiot parents, will he come to spend time with me...infact he doesnot have time to shop with me for a storage solution that we have been planning since 6 months.....he doesnot have time to take me to a park or a new year party or in the least gift me a bunch of lfowers on my birthday!!! But his divine mom deserves a chocolate on her birthday....which my husband promptly denies..says he never bought chocolates ofor his mom, inspite of the fact that i showed him the shopping bill from his pocket......he has all the time in the world for his parents...am not sure if I should still stick on to the relation or not!!!!
